I lost my mind this morning...truly and seriously I had a mental and emotional breakdown. I physically attacked my husband when he showed up stinking of booze. This all happened minutes after I posted last. I was hysterical and I lost total control of myself. It was as bad as my first post 6 months ago.
I should have and could have been committed to a hospital. I lost grip or reality. I feel such shame and sadness at how far I have gone down.
To all you addicts...do you really still think you are only hurting yourself?