Friday, 12 October 2012
If you look hard enough, you'll find it...
I track my son's internet use, he has somehow come across some hydrocodone and he's trying to figure out how to inject it. Or, this is what his internet history is telling me. Why do I need to know what he's doing? Chances are, I already know...he seeks drugs, he sells stuff, he seeks drugs, he does drugs. Not a mystery yet I feel constantly compelled to keep track.
My therapy appointment next week can't come fast enough, I feel unglued.
My son told us last night that we have emotionally wrecked him when confronted about his addict behaviours. What does one do with that statement? Is that the angry addict or my son talking to me? Is it true?
Good night...will try my best to sleep (one eye open of course and purse hidden).